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4/11/2020

written by CDT

There are no accidents. I write to you from my home. I am not getting paid for being home. There are people who tried to fight to get paid to stay home during this crisis by calling out and our leaders responded by firing the person who started the commotion. As I write I have no second source of income yet. I have unlimited call out forgiveness at the moment. I am seven days in to self isolation. Why do I choose to put myself in self isolation when I am a healthy individual who needs the money to pay rent? I tried my best to stay an essential worker. There is always a good reason.

Spiritual Gifts
   I first want to start off by telling you that I am gifted. I can sense things coming before they happen. Sometimes a person comes near me I will see that person in my mind before seeing them in the flesh. When I get a strong feeling about something that seems impossible to my own human understanding of the way things work, and then I put my trust in Jesus Peace instead of fear, it always comes to pass. At first when I realized I had this gift I was scared. Now it just makes my faith stronger in God. I don’t have control over how often these moments happen or when. I have the gift of The Holy Spirit inside me and you can get it too. Accept Jesus as the Son of God and that He died on the cross for the sins of the world. Your gifts might be the same as mine or completely different. That is what makes us unique and very important to Gods kingdom. The Spirit reveals itself when a person is not living in a sinful state. Follow Gods Holy Commandments. When I got baptized through Christ in 2003 I accepted the Holy Spirit, but I never knew what it was until 2018. Now I understand what it is. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus. Philipians 4:7 Jesus is the Prince of Peace. I have been consciously making decisions based off the peace that I feel since 2018. It has worked many miracles in my life. When anxiety comes upon me I know that I must not go in the direction of what gives me anxiety, but I must leave the situation. There are people who have certain magic worldly powers that are from the enemy. Do not mistake those powers for the Power Christ believers have. The powers that come from God are much greater and more powerful than what any human working through demons can disguise. When I think about what is going on right now of course I had no idea ...but it makes sense.

1 Corinthians 12:4-11 New International Version (NIV)
4 There are different kinds of gifts, but the same Spirit distributes them. 5 There are different kinds of service, but the same Lord. 6 There are different kinds of working, but in all of them and in everyone it is the same God at work.
7 Now to each one the manifestation of the Spirit is given for the common good. 8 To one there is given through the Spirit a message of wisdom, to another a message of knowledge by means of the same Spirit, 9 to another faith by the same Spirit, to another gifts of healing by that one Spirit, 10 to another miraculous powers, to another prophecy, to another distinguishing between spirits, to another speaking in different kinds of tongues,[a] and to still another the interpretation of tongues.[b] 11 All these are the work of one and the same Spirit, and he distributes them to each one, just as he determines.

Revelation of Lies
   It makes complete sense. There are no accidents. When I was in high school I found out that I was living in a lie. I am 26 now. All the food I ate, beauty care, and body care I used was toxic to my health. A slow mistreatment. When I started reading labels to everything I realized “Who can I trust?” God brought me to seek His natural world and that opened up a lot of doors of knowledge for me. Everything in life has a purpose. Every rock, every plant, every animal, and every human. Just read the book of Genesis and you will see how God created man, creature, and earth with purpose. Now I trust no one for what they present to me on the surface level. I always look deeper. I always find out “the why”. Everything that God made has a unique purpose. Gods natural world will help and heal us. It is usually those who are in the most power and control that you have to question the most because they are spiritually challenged the most. It does not mean that everything that person does is bad. Just make sure those individual ideas align up with what God says before you follow the majority of people.

Then God said, "I give you every seed-bearing plant on the face of the whole earth and every tree that has fruit with seed in it. They will be yours for food. Genesis 1:29

   Everyone and everything and every situation has a purpose. They call that tv an idiot box for a reason and if you become distracted it will control you. Keep watching the box selectively, but always know there is a bigger agenda out there to try to force you to not think for yourself. It will distract you from all the warning signs and cause addiction in your life. It is never good to be addicted to money. Money is the root of all evil. So when you find yourself selling yourself out for money instead of trusting God it is time to rewrite the script. Turn to God to be your financial counselor and notify you of the next moves you should make. You can’t control everybody. You can try to give advice. You can’t make people feel in a certain way that you want. The way that people feel is based on what they have been exposed to. When you choose to slave yourself away for money or fame, a part of yourself suffers. Your conscience is not clear and it eats away at your self esteem. The guilt eats at you. If you know that something is wrong or unjust you are forced by God to speak it out. You cannot suppress or you will be depressed. Your freedom in Jesus will override the fear that tries to control you by slavery of the mind.

The Power of My Voice
   Everything that I have spoken or thought in Gods peace has come to reality. When I speak people who are unbelievers ridicule me. When what I say comes to fruition they can’t say a word. I have these gifts through Jesus. Jesus is my friend and the Holy Spirit Peace is my guide. God is my Father and my Creator. I cannot deny the wonderful guidance He has given me. For example, when God told me to go to Africa I asked God if it was Him that told me. I didn’t have a dime saved up to go to Africa. I didn’t know it connected me to my purpose. I didn’t see the point in risking my life and compromising my health to take a trip with my soon to be peers I had never met. I asked God that if it is not His will, the trip would not happen and I would not have the money to fly out. (Almost $4,000) I fasted and I prayed for the money to go for seven days and it happened. I couldn’t be more pleased with the sense of belonging and love I received from the descendants of my ancestors. The rest of what happened is a testimony I will tell later on.

My Conscience

When I see people who are supposed to be leaders doing unjust things it makes me sick to my stomach. I can’t bear to be part of an entity that is unrighteous and unjust. Every part of my soul repels its negative and evil aura. I stand for God. I stand for what is right and fair. I do not stand to be a slave. I am free by the power of Jesus Christ. Jesus sets me free. All the people that lived before me in this country like Martin Luther King Jr., Rosa Parks, and Harriet Tubman fought for our freedoms. I am Gods child. “No weapon formed against me shall prosper....”. Isaiah 54:17 If you study your Bible in the book of Revelation, you will understand that what is going on right now is demonic.

It also forced all people, great and small, rich and poor, free and slave, to receive a mark on their right hands or on their foreheads, so that they could not buy or sell unless they had the mark, which is the name of the beast or the number of its name.
Revelation 13:16-17

No weapon formed against you shall prosper,
And every tongue which rises against you in judgment
You shall condemn.
This is the heritage of the servants of the Lord,
And their righteousness is from Me,”
Says the Lord. -Isaiah 54:17

I am not suggesting that what is going on right now is the end of times but I am concerned about it being a pretense for what is to come. It gives me the most anxiety and I don’t want to have any part in being the reason why future generations become spiritually bonded to the wrong entity. Right now I am feeling a lot of uncertainty because if I continue to live the way I have been living I am forced to take on the new way. The new way suggests that I should not question anything. The new way suggests compromise. The new way suggests that I have no power. The new way suggests that I set up future generations and even the people of today to fall under the authority of iniquity.
   I am amazed right at this very moment writing this because I didn’t even know the definition of “iniquity” but the Holy Spirit brought that word to my remembrance. I looked up the definition of iniquity and it says “immoral or grossly unfair behavior.” That is exactly what I meant to say.

Sometimes you will see people doing things that appear to make sense, but in reality it is a set up and an excuse to take away our freedoms. The people who have the most earthly “power” are the people whose intentions caused this to happen. There was no race of people that caused this to happen. Bless our neighbors in China. There are no accidents or coincidences in life. Even when it seems like there are no other options there is always a moral alternative to iniquity. You cannot reject every idea simply because it requires work and you believe you have no power to bring it to fruition. Go with what God is speaking to you and respect yourself enough to say no and to fight against slavery.


Why Did God Let This Happen?
   God has power over all things. He has the power to stop death from happening. He already has written names in The Book Of Life. While we are here we must love people and live out our purpose. Everyone will die eventually whether it be from natural causes, accidents or human manipulation. When a person comes near to death and they don’t die it is God giving them a second chance. It is by grace that we are all here today. God wants to save us all. He loves us all. Sometimes He calls good people home to be with Him. Sometimes there are people who are teetering between good and bad and they die without another chance. I do not believe that these deaths go in vain. God knows all things. I am just a human so I don’t. Maybe that person who never got a chance to accept Jesus would have done more harm than good to the futures of those who openly accept Christ. I would rather save a thousand of my paintings from getting soiled than just one yet God still chases after us all. We cannot afford to spend any time without a connection to our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ.

When God sees His children turning away from Him He removes Himself from them. When bad comes to worst that is sometimes the time when people turn back to God. I am a believer that Gods church will continue to stand and that we will bring more people to Christ than ever before. Nobody can do life alone and claim success.

Mistaken Identity

   The process of raising money for my volunteer trip to Africa and traveling there was nothing short of the hand of God on me. Gods protection reigned on me and I’ve never felt so vulnerable and more like Gods royal child in my life. I won’t go into all of what I learned in this post but I will tell you some facts that relate to what’s going on right now in April 2020. In August 2018 I found out my African ancestry on my moms side comes from Togo and Ghana. I am from Puerto Rican origins. Both of my parents and all of my grandparents are Puerto Rican. We are a mix of African, Taino Indian, and Spaniard. On my dads side we are also Irish. Puerto Ricans are a people who are of mixed race and multicultural. The Spaniards brought African slaves to the island of Puerto Rico and brought disease to the native people living there. The Spaniards had babies with the Africans and Taino Indians. That is how we get the Puerto Rican people. The guidance from God to go to Togo West Africa didn’t even come into my headspace until it was the month I was supposed to apply for the trip. I was on instagram and I met this young man who told me about where Taino tribe came from. How did they get to Puerto Rico? He told me Puerto Ricans are from the tribe of Ephraim.
He told me the Puerto Rican people are the descendants of Abraham and the Israelites. Included in his statement were Native American-Indians, African Americans, and all Hispanics.

He took him outside and said, "Look up at the sky and count the stars--if indeed you can count them." Then he said to him, "So shall your offspring be."Genesis 15:5

13 Then the Lord said to him, “Know for certain that for four hundred years your descendants will be strangers in a country not their own and that they will be enslaved and mistreated there.-Genesis 15:13

All of my life I thought I was a Gentile. If you read your Bible in the book of Genesis you will discover the promises that God has for Abrahams descendants. If you continue to read you will also discover God turning from them because they do not keep their faith in God. The 400 years already happened after Moses directed the Israelites out of Egypt through the power of God. I understand that but I also feel like history repeats itself.

This very past week people were partaking in passover and as I write this blog post tomorrow is Easter. In Africa there are swarms of locusts in the Eastern region bigger than they have ever seen. Locusts bring famine. In America people are afraid that disease will take over food companies and grocery stores and that they won't have a way to get food.

So what about the people who claim to be descendants of Abraham and Israelites already?
We have no place to take their identity and culture away from them and what they choose to believe. They may very well be who they think they are. Only God knows each person. God knows who you are. It is not an issue of skin color. Do not let pride overcome you.

For everything in the world—the lust of the flesh, the lust of the eyes, and the pride of life—comes not from the Father but from the world.
1 John 2:16 | NIV

To fear the Lord is to hate evil; I hate pride and arrogance, evil behavior and perverse speech.-Proverbs 8:13 | NIV

Gods Promises
Galatians 3:28 New International Version (NIV)
28 There is neither Jew nor Gentile, neither slave nor free, nor is there male and female, for you are all one in Christ Jesus.

He gives power to the weak
and strength to the powerless.
Even youths will become weak and tired,
and young men will fall in exhaustion.
But those who trust in the Lord will find new strength.
They will soar high on wings like eagles.
They will run and not grow weary.
They will walk and not faint.

-Isaiah 40:29-31

If you confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved.
-Romans 10:9
History Repeats Itself in 2019 through 2020

When was the start of slavery in America? The year 1619. Remember there is always a reason for everything that happens. It doesn’t mean that God is not here. God is fully here to those who choose to love Him. God protects His people. Remember how God is.

After that whole generation had been gathered to their ancestors, another generation grew up who knew neither the LORD nor what he had done for Israel. Then the Israelites did evil in the eyes of the LORD and served the Baals. They forsook the LORD, the God of their ancestors, who had brought them out of Egypt. They followed and worshiped various gods of the peoples around them. They aroused the LORD’s anger because they forsook him and served Baal and the Ashtoreths. Judges 2:10-13

Love is Sacrifice

Greater love has no one than this, that someone lay down his life for his friends.-John 15:13

“For God so loved the world, that he gave his only Son, that whoever believes in him should not perish but have eternal life.-John 3:16

There is no fear in love, but perfect love casts out fear. For fear has to do with punishment, and whoever fears has not been perfected in love.-1 John 4:18

   Next Steps for Believers During This Crisis

34 “A new command I give you: Love one another. As I have loved you, so you must love one another. 35 By this everyone will know that you are my disciples, if you love one another.” John 13:34-35

31 So do not worry, saying, ‘What shall we eat?’ or ‘What shall we drink?’ or ‘What shall we wear?’ 32 For the pagans run after all these things, and your heavenly Father knows that you need them. 33 But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well.-Matthew 6:31-33

If You Lose Everything Remember
3 Now go, and remember that I am sending you out as lambs among wolves. 4 Don’t take any money with you, nor a traveler’s bag, nor an extra pair of sandals. And don’t stop to greet anyone on the road.
5 “Whenever you enter someone’s home, first say, ‘May God’s peace be on this house.’ 6 If those who live there are peaceful, the blessing will stand; if they are not, the blessing will return to you. -Luke 10:3-6

Goodness Through God Will Rule Over Evil
Genesis 15:13-14 New International Version (NIV)
13 Then the Lord said to him, “Know for certain that for four hundred years your descendants will be strangers in a country not their own and that they will be enslaved and mistreated there. 14 But I will punish the nation they serve as slaves, and afterward they will come out with great possessions.

Believers in humble circumstances ought to take pride in their high position. But the rich should take pride in their humiliation—since they will pass away like a wild flower.
James 1:9-10 | NIV

Gods Already Knows You And Will Lead You

Jeremiah 1:5-8 New International Version (NIV)

“Before I formed you in the womb I knew[a] you,
    before you were born I set you apart;
    I appointed you as a prophet to the nations.”
Alas, Sovereign Lord,” I said, “I do not know how to speak; I am too young.”
But the Lord said to me, “Do not say, ‘I am too young.’ You must go to everyone I send you to and say whatever I command you.
Do not be afraid of them, for I am with you and will rescue you,” declares the Lord.

I had to take three flights to get to Togo. From California to New Jersey to Paris. I missed my flight from Paris through no mistake of my own. I had to wait over a day for my next flight, but God took care of me. As I waited for my flight I overheard and met this woman who was talking to her 18 year old niece. What she was saying to her niece about God resonated with me. She was on a mission to deliver the Gospel through a solar Bible. The Bible read Gods word in the Northern regions traditional language. She said that the security in Paris tried to take it from her several times, but it did not succeed. God had His hand on them and that Bible to get the message where it needed to go. I also felt like God had His hand on me because evil powers tried to get me discouraged and make me feel like I did not belong. They tried to get me to turn back home, but I persevered through Jesus Christ. If I had never missed my flight I would have never connected with them in a spiritual refresh. God also protected me from what I was not supposed to be exposed to. When I was in Togo West Africa on the last day I set my alarm to wake up early to have a conversation with God on the beach. I was by myself and I envisioned my own ancestors stacked on top of each other on the slave ship praying that they come back to their native land. Some of them died, but the ones who survived made a living through slavery in the new land that was not their own. Those people might have passed away, but I came back to the land 400 years later in 2019. Their prayers were answered in time.

I prayed that God would remove the poverty and poverty mentality in Africa, African American people, and Afro Caribbean people so that we may be blessed. I blessed the land through Jesus Christ. Blessed are all the tribes of Israel when they turn back to the Almighty God. My volunteer work in Togo was helping to build a kindergarten where the children were sleeping in the dirt. God spoke to me through His peace and He let me know that what I did broke the spiritual bonds and the curse over my family line. I came back the US no longer having poverty mentality and knowing that I could accomplish anything I set my mind to through Jesus Christ. This is true even though I am not monetarily rich at the moment and I come from a single parent household. I came from homelessness. I came from oppression. I came from abuse. I am rich through Jesus Christ and He is going to bless me. Later on in the next year 2020 I found out about the Year of Return. Millions of African descendants went back to Africa after 400 years, the start of slavery. The year 2019 minus the year 1619 equals 400. I was blown away that I had no idea. With all the tribulations happening right now what is to come is written in the scriptures. Furthermore, just as I showed the love of Jesus to the African people, God is calling all Americans to break the curse of slavery and do the same in 2020. You may not get to Africa any time soon, but you can certainly help the people so that you and your families will be released from the attack of the enemy and blessed through the generations.

What I'm Doing Now
I met this man David Mubiru (23 years old) who comes from Uganda and he takes care of 25 orphans. You can see the love of the Lord through the Holy Spirit in this man and the children he rescues off the streets. He teaches the children the love of Jesus and they go on missions. I decided that I want to help them so I donated to them for food and I created a design that will help make them money. I am so far donating 20% of the profits off my design on Redbubble to help them get water and food. Even though my ancestors do not come from Uganda I want to bless them because he is my neighbor and my brother in Christ in Gods eyes. I support children and I support Jesus. I have never seen the love of the Lord so big as I do in this young man David Mubiru. I was blessed through Benny Hinn Ministries with the rest of the finances I needed to go to Togo West Africa. I remember he asked me if I would share Jesus in Africa. I told him that I would be the light wherever I go. I was not going on a missions trip but a volunteer trip through my company. My missions were personal. I did share Jesus in Africa to the people I was exposed to, but I did not speak the language of the little children. I was afraid to speak the gospel in a community with dangerous people nearby and with a group of unbelievers. I created art to leave there and help deliver Jesus light to the children. When I met David, I realized that I can be a help to spread the Gospel in Africa if I help him and his children.

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